It was really hard to see us concede a late goal two weeks in a row and for two weeks in a row to draw games we could and should have won.
It clearly wasn't a penalty on television, but nobody can blame the referee for getting such a marginal decision wrong in real time rather than a slow motion TV replay.
What hurts me is we get no such marginal calls our way. The Dimitri Payet penalty at Manchester United could easily have been given and there are a dozen occasions this season where we could have got penalties and didn't.
We have not had an away penalty in the league in four seasons and we have had less penalties in four seasons than any team in the Premier League.
It's great that with eight league games to go five are at home and only three away.
We have it all to play for and we are still in the FA Cup, though Manchester United are rolling into form at the wrong time for us!
However, we fear nobody at the Boleyn Ground having been unbeaten since August.
It was great to see Andy Carroll back on the scoresheet on Saturday and he made a big impact scoring a goal and having one cleared off the line.
It showed us all what a very special player he is and hopefully he can play a big role for us in the final stages of the season.
With the international break taking place this week our next game at the Boleyn Ground will be Mark Noble's testimonial on March 28.
I'm so pleased that game is sold out. It shows the respect the supporters have for our captain.
It's so generous of him to give the proceeds to three very good charities and with so many former players making a return including Rio Ferdinand and Paolo Di Canio, it promises to be a memorable occasion.