Steve: Les Watching Over Me

Steve Bywater says that he still feels the watchful eye of the late Les Sealey guiding him - and says he is now ready for regular first team football.

Les was Steve's goalkeeping coach at Upton Park in his formative years before he was succeeded by Ludek Miklosko, but he died tragically young of a heart attack.

Steve, though, says he felt his 'presence' when he played his first game for three years at Sheffield United recently following the departure of David James, and explains:

"He was watching over me and he knew that I had the ability to do well - hopefully I am going to prove him right.

"He was like a father figure and looked after me a lot; without him I wouldn't be here today because I wouldn't be the goalkeeper I am.

"He taught me so much and I don't think there is anyone who could have taught me more than he did.

"It obviously made me down when we lost him but I enjoy life and you have got to keep going and get on with it; when you reflect on things you realise you need to enjoy football and enjoy life."

Steve blames himself for the late equalising goal at Bramall Lane and says:

"Even though I was disappointed after the game at Sheffield I think it will have made me a better person and I still think we can go up."

He has enjoyed working with on-loan keeper Rami Shaaban following his loan move from Arsenal and adds:

"He is a good lad and he has a bit of banter."

Steve's contract runs out in the summer, but he says philosophically:

"It is only January and I am not really bothered; my agent sorts that out and the aim of my game is to play.

"But there is no doubt that I want to stay here and play well.

"I don't need to prove to people that I like West Ham; I am settled down here and I have waited a long time to play - and that is what I want to keep doing.

"I have had ups and downs and injuries and not played so I hope I can steady myself down and get on with playing now.

"My time hasn't come yet as such - I am still only 22 - but I want to play every week and going out there against Sheffield made me realise that I need first team football.

"It is definitely not like the reserves; you get a buzz and your adrenaline is going and it is like a drug, a fix.

"That is what keeps people going and why they play until they are 40 - it is why Stuart McCall was out there against us, because of the buzz it gives."

Steve says he has left the days of high publicity long behind him - when he signed as a teenager from Rochdale he even, bizarrely, made the front page of one Sunday newspaper - and shrugs:

"Les was looking after me then and my dad always now travels to the games - and I didn't really look at the papers."